Do You Love Me (Day 1)

WHO IS YOUR COLOSSAE?

"What God does through you will break you until what God does in you can hold it."

Luke 5:1-11

On one occasion, while the crowd was pressing in on him to hear the word of God, he was standing by the lake of Gennesaret, and he saw two boats by the lake, but the fishermen had gone out of them and were washing their nets. Getting into one of the boats, which was Simon's, he asked him to put out a little from the land. And he sat down and taught the people from the boat. And when he had finished speaking, he said to Simon, "Put out into the deep and let down your nets for a catch." And Simon answered, "Master, we toiled all night and took nothing! But at your word I will let down the nets." And when they had done this, they enclosed a large number of fish, and their nets were breaking. They signaled to their partners in the other boat to come and help them. And they came and filled both the boats, so that they began to sink. But when Simon Peter saw it, he fell down at Jesus' knees, saying, "Depart from me, for I am a sinful man, O Lord." For he and all who were with him were astonished at the catch of fish that they had taken, and so also were James and John, sons of Zebedee, who were partners with Simon. And Jesus said to Simon, "Do not be afraid; from now on you will be catching men." And when they had brought their boats to land, they left everything and followed him.

Devotional Thought

Peter was a fisherman. He knew nets, he knew water, and he knew what it felt like to work all night with nothing to show for it. So when Jesus borrowed his boat, taught from it, and then told him to push out into deep water and let the nets down again... Peter had every reason to say no. They had already tried and... failed, but Peter said the words that changed his life. "At your word, I'll let down the nets."

And the catch was so massive the nets began to break. Luke 5:6 says they had to wave down another boat, and both boats started to sink under the weight of what God was doing. Peter fell on his face and said, "Depart from me, for I am a sinful man, O Lord." And Jesus, instead of departing, said, "Do not be afraid; from now on you will be catching men." So Peter left the nets, left the boats, left the family business, and followed.

Here's what I see. That first catch was real. The fish were real, the miracle was real, and the call was real. Peter stepped into the most extraordinary three years any human being has ever lived. He watched blind eyes open. He saw five thousand men fed from a boy's lunch. He stood on the Mount of Transfiguration and watched Jesus' face shine like the sun. He was the one who declared at Caesarea Philippi, "You are the Christ, the Son of the living God," and Jesus told him, "On this rock I will build my church." He walked on water. He drew a sword in the garden. He swore that even if every other disciple fell away, he never would.

And then the net broke.

The night Jesus was arrested, Peter denied Him. Three times. The last time, Matthew tells us, he did it with cursing. "I do not know the man." Peter had seen the miracles, heard the teaching, made the confession, received the promise, walked through three years of the most powerful ministry in human history flowing through his life... and he still couldn't hold it.

Because what God was doing through Peter had outpaced what God had finished doing in Peter.

And that's the truth I need you to sit with today. So many of us carry things for God that we were never meant to carry in our own strength. We say yes to the calling, we step into the work, we watch real fruit show up, and we think that fruitfulness means we're ready. But fruitfulness is not the same thing as formation. God can produce something incredible through a person who hasn't yet been completed, and when the pressure comes, when the fire gets hot and the questions get personal... the net tears.

Now watch this. The breaking wasn't the end of Peter's story. It was actually the doorway to something deeper, because God doesn't waste a single tear or a single failure. But before we get to what God rebuilt, we need to understand what Peter did next, and why going backward never works once you've walked with Jesus.

Application Questions

1. Have you ever carried something for God that eventually broke you, and if so, what did that season reveal about what still needed to be formed in you?
2. Where in your life right now might God be doing something through you that hasn't yet been matched by what He's doing in you?

Today's Challenge

Ask the Lord to show you one area where you've been relying on the fruit of your labor rather than the depth of your formation. Write it down and bring it before Him honestly today.

Today's Prayer

Lord, I confess that I have sometimes measured my readiness by what You were producing through me instead of what You were still completing in me. I don't want to outrun Your work in my life. Show me where my nets are thin, where the weight of what I'm carrying is more than my character can hold. I trust You not just with the calling but with the process. Mend what needs mending. I'm not afraid of what You'll find because You already know. In Jesus' name, amen.
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